Daydreamin 1

I close my eyes and count to three...and suddenly i see the sky and i see the stars, even jupitar, and even mars.And this is paradise to me.I count to three again and i close my eyes,i take a few deep breaths,and i start walkin on clouds, and suddenly i fall into a hole that brings me back to reality.....damnn

Random thought

Somedays when you wake up u may feel really low...U you may feel like theres really no purpose in gettin up and doin the things that you do...but however, the best thing for you to do is just quickly learn to recognize this feelin, and get rid of it. Life is to short to be in a bad mood most the time. Stay focused and stay positive..thats the best u can do

..Your mask

Your mask coulda fooled me
ur voice was so welcoming
ur words sounded so truthful
but ended up so hurtful....
Ur lies sounded so truthful
and i swear that ur mask got better and better with every word u spoke...
When u look in my eyes i saw past ur disguise but was so in love
i refused to believe that ur love was made to rip and tear me open like a glove
I dun like to mention that i had to beg for ur attention and i had to ask for ur affection
Ur world was important to you so where did i fit in
in the begining u had me fooled
U made it seem like u had it goin for u
but it wasnt to long before promises were broken
tears were bein shed and i started to feel like i was ur lucky token....
I was suppose to be ur lover ur future and the person that u were suppose
to reach ur goals with..
What happend
ooh i knoe now u took of ur mask
and allowed ur flaws to show completly
ur anger was hurtful and ur lies became sloppy
U sent me on a rollercoaster that took
me forever to stop..no matter how hard i yelled
and how hard i cried it just wouldnt stop...
I had to open my eyes and reach deep down inside to tell u
to let me go..I need the strenght to let u go
and so i did...I woke up the next morning and that dark
cloud that hung over my head looked at me with such anger and it slowly floated away
the storm calmed down the rained stopped and the sun came..I came outta my whole and i looked down
and in my hand was ur mask..i dunno what im suppose to do with it and
i dun care but all i knoe is..its no apart of my luggage that i carry in my heart
a huge lesson learned that i simply cant ever....forget.

Welcome Dolls

This is my new blogger since i lost and couldnt find my thought of the night page password..sux but all well ill figure it out and get that up and runnin soon.i jsut wanted to say welcome and cant wait to get this blog thing goin again..im tryin to post as much as possible because this just might be a crazy journey for me and i want u all to follow me along with it all..So what do ya say???? lol anywho onto some real posts !!! <3