Trying

We have all tried for somethin 100x and still never really got the outcome we wanted,But the thing is the more u try for somethin sooner or later what i really want will happen before u knoe it.Thats just one way to look at it,The other is to stop tryin and to let everythin happen on its own.I live by this option, but i cant help but to notice that some things just need a lil push.Just a little one not very much.Think about it and comment which ever u wanna do

Where I wanna be

The thing is, I knoe where i wanna be, i knoe what i wanna do.The issue is followin through when im havin so much fun doin what im doin now.Im all for change but i honestly wish things ould change with a snap of a fingure and not take its sweet ass time.Where i wanna be is with this person that makes me feel like a special person and that there is more to me then what i see.They make me feel like a whole diffrent person.When ever i see them my heart melts and i feel like i cant move.When they hold me im happy they do cause sometimes i feel like i might fall over.In their heart is where is wanna be,A part of their soul is what i wanna,Ans to be able to dig deep down into there mind is what i wish i could do!! Im afraid of relationships i really am but i think im really open to this one....specially since were taken it one day at a time.I just need to be happy and thats apart of my lifetime goal!!!

From that Moment

So many tell u that notin will change between you.but u notice from the moment they say that comment, everything changes....Ur thoughts, ur mood, the way u look at the person.Maybe its jsut me but thats the way i see it.its just that alot of people have said that mess to me and everything CHANGES