All I want

When i close my eyes at night,I see your face

When I open them you seem to disappear

Late at night i long to just feel u breathing down my neck

early in the morning i long to wake up on you chest

before i get up i just wanna hear ur sweetface say Goodmorning

but yet it seems like the things that i want,

You make me wait for...

Why?? Why do you do that to me??

When all i wanna do is love...

I wanna make you mine..

I wanna be your everything..

You say your unsure

But of what, you have explained it to me

But how much more obvious can i make it to you that

Im not like your last girl..

Im far from being a hurtful partner

All i wanna do is treat you like royalty

Sooner or later imma give up on waiting on you

I cant wait forever for you to be sure

to be sure or not if you can handle me or a relationship

i got my whole life ahead of me, that i wanna share with you

I want u to be apart of my masterpiece

But your makin it so hard for me to sit around

I dont wanna get to comfortable in this friendship

Because sooner or later,we will

be too COMFORTABLE..

make up your mind baby. i got a lil bit of time

To wait for you..I wanna be your Forever..but

I simply wont wait FOREVER

beating heart

Somedays seem really long, somedays feel really short, somedays make sense, and somedays make no damn sense at all.i know this is just life, but lately ive been noticein that these days seem to make a pattern for themselves,I know sometimes im a lil too observent but when it comes to life i dun wanna miss a single heart beat, every heartbeat and foot step in my life, i always try to fill with creative words, funny jokes,serius conversations, lots of laughs and then some.I try my best to keep up cause your heart is forever beating......

What Inspires You

I have this urge to explode, but if i explode it will be all types of diffrent colors and alll types of diffrent lyrics and words and ideas..and in my head i can see all these diffrent things splattered on the wall. I got this creative juice flowing through my body and i dont knoe what to do with all this energy its given me.What do i do?? Do i sing about it, write about it, paint about it. do i start plotting something.Im sittiin here in the dark with my favorite song playing and, All the sudden i just started typeing, i dunno where to take this blog but i guess u can continue this walk with me and hopefully it all makes sense to you. I started feeling super motivated at about 5 a.m i rolled over and looked out my window and i saw rainy clouds a covered moon and all i heard was rain and crickets singin and my fan blowin.This was the most peaceful moment of my day and i tried my best to make some type of poem or song to flow with the rythm of the rain and crickets the fan, but i couldnt quit make it out. All i felt at the moment was peace so i decided not to rack my brain so early in that peaceful morning. When i walked outta the house this morning it was cold and rainy but somethin about the air smelled beautiful.it smelled like roses and other types of flowers in the area, normally it smells werid outside but not this morning everything was calm and movin along with the pace of the rain.I normally blast my music on my way to work but not this morning, i kept it on low and just enjoyed the sound of the rain and the cars around me.I can say ive had two peaceful moments in my morning with little help from me. When i was walking into my salon this morning i was noticein alot of diffrent colors on the pavement.It looked so pretty with all the purples and greens and blues.I lifted my shades to make sure i was just seein things and i wasnt...the ground and its many puddles created its own rainbow...I knoe the ground was reflectin light from the sky but just the sense of the rainbow bein near my feet was beautiful in its own way. Today has been a beautiful day that i just had to share because its part of the reason why Im flooded with creative things, everything ive seen today was beautiful in its own seperate way, So when i can home i was so inspired by everthing ive seen that ive had to write about it and share it with all of you. So before i go i want you all to tell me what inspires you?? what makes u tic?? What put you at ease?? Whatever it is figure it out because if your not inspired by something.....Your not living