Everything

I wanna feel you body next to mine everyday and every night I wanna feel your lips kissing me down my neck to the bottom of my spine. I wanna feel you in me and on every inch of my body

I knew u were for me when we first met

The smell of your skin the feel of your hands..ooh my god nothings ever felt so right

When you speak to me i get chills,when you grab my waist and pull me close i freeze

I look into your eyes and I'm completely lost, i cant move i cant speak, I'm beyond the feeling of being weak.

I love that when i walk away from you i can feel your eyes watching me and and my every move

When you say my name, i just cant help myself i smile extra hard and blush harder then ever.

With you I'm free to be me

With me your free to be you

That makes you one in a million,

A star that's never had a chance to shine until now

A shiny new penny that never made it to any ones pocket till now

Baby your the one for me and if you stay with me i promise you

Ill make you my one and only EVERYTHING!!!

Self Confusion

I sit here and i try to figure out a lot of things but then one thing that's killing me is how i always manage to confuse my self when it comes to my love life. My love life goes up and down.I have a person that i actually truthfully have serious feelings for but I never pay any attention to them.I like them so much but i would never tell them that.I will tell them that i miss them and that Ive been thinking about them but i never address my true feelings.So besides that one person there is another person that i am only attracted to sexually, but there is one issue that stops me every time.I know this is my blog and i should be truthful but that one issue i cant exactly say on here.I love there attention, their body, their personality, they are so soft. But I am always pushing them away from me.

Now on the other hand there's another person that i started to fall in love with then they just up and left,because we were always fighting, she was such a sweetheart, but here jealousy was way to much for me.And the last and final person that i liked turned to my best friend...if that doesn't cross every line in the book then i don't know what that is.But the other problem with them is the fact that they contradicted everything they said to me.we agreed to just be friends but however their words said other words.

Like I said i always mange confuse myself when it comes to my love life, because the people that i come across are sometimes to perfect for me, got their own garbage going on, or they are just disrespectful.I don't know what I'm going to do with my love life right now but I think that I'm going to let it go through these crazy phases until something good and something that's gonna last forever!!!

Physical n Mental

Im not sure what exactly has happened in my life but i went the worst bad streak... i cant tell you all how much ive been through in one month, but i had the best support system and so here i am still standing. I honestly am the type of person that craves money uncontrolably, i cant help it its like a drug.i have to have it .I dun function well with out it at all....No one can live with out money but...I honestl itch wit out it and im grumpy, i lose intrest, i lose interest in everything around me.Soo what im thinkin is maybe is it possible to have a mental and physical addiction to money....??? Think about it