I sit here and i try to figure out a lot of things but then one thing that's killing me is how i always manage to confuse my self when it comes to my love life. My love life goes up and down.I have a person that i actually truthfully have serious feelings for but I never pay any attention to them.I like them so much but i would never tell them that.I will tell them that i miss them and that Ive been thinking about them but i never address my true feelings.So besides that one person there is another person that i am only attracted to sexually, but there is one issue that stops me every time.I know this is my blog and i should be truthful but that one issue i cant exactly say on here.I love there attention, their body, their personality, they are so soft. But I am always pushing them away from me.
Now on the other hand there's another person that i started to fall in love with then they just up and left,because we were always fighting, she was such a sweetheart, but here jealousy was way to much for me.And the last and final person that i liked turned to my best friend...if that doesn't cross every line in the book then i don't know what that is.But the other problem with them is the fact that they contradicted everything they said to me.we agreed to just be friends but however their words said other words.
Like I said i always mange confuse myself when it comes to my love life, because the people that i come across are sometimes to perfect for me, got their own garbage going on, or they are just disrespectful.I don't know what I'm going to do with my love life right now but I think that I'm going to let it go through these crazy phases until something good and something that's gonna last forever!!!
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